Rena's still a laptop glare Gita. Objects that the last three weeks time consuming. He continued to explore, trying to find the messages Gita, his friend since childhood. From the wall, notes, to comment, the comment appears.
He began by reading the diary gita. There Gita written diary. Posted a week before the tragic events that occurred in the Gita.
Sabtu, 10 Okt 09. For the umpteenth time I've been hurt by a guy. I love Randy. But tonight he break up with me, for reasons that do not make sense. He said I'm not the type of girls he likes. And we've been together for six months. He also has gotten everything he wanted from me. Everything ...
I'm very sorry to have loved her. More me more upset, she said she wanted to come back with her ex-boyfriend once. Heh, when the first bad-he's always in front jelekannya. He said Siska, it was her boyfriend's name is always set.
My heart cut, hurt like hell. But somehow I can not say anything in front. And longed to argue with the words, scolded him, saying that this is not fair to me. But it was complained tongue. I can only silently while crying, and finally let him go.
Sunday, 11 Okt 09. Is ex better than me? Then why did he not decided I was the first? Why should after six months, after I gave him kevirginanku?
Rena terhenjak. He did not expect much for far Gita relationship with Randy. Gita never told him that Randy had taken kevirginannya.
He returned to continue reading.
I continued to shut himself in his room. Hape kunonaktifkan since yesterday. Rena finally comes up because of worries me. Mom told him to cheer me up. Mother same sekkali not know what happened to me. If you know ... Mother must be very disappointed and embarrassed. Mother is the head of lectures, and already perform the pilgrimage. He always reminded to stay away from perjinahan. In fact, he also forbade me to date. But I have never ignored his words. I'm so sorry ...
I told Rena. But not all. I did not tell him that I was not virgin anymore. When Rena know, he'll be very angry, and langsunga confront Randy.
Rena menasehatiku very wise. And he also gave me the spirit to forget Randy. He's very smart. I admire him, I am proud to have become his friend.
Monday, 12 Okt 09. I felt my burden a little less. Perhaps because the words of Rena yesterday. I went to school and spend the day as usual.
Tuesday, 13 Okt 09. Today Rena vent to me about Didi, her boyfriend. Rena says that she feels more love Didi. Rena very lucky. They've been together for over a year, but never noisy though. They always seemed intimate. Naturally, Rena is a very patient and able to overcome all problems. I feel very jealous to see them ...
Rabu, 14 Okt 09. Today Rena to pick up Didi Class. Everyone had gone home. Just me and Rena who was there. I had been waiting with Rena for Didi. When Didi arrived, I immediately took leave home. Didi offered me to go home the same. Ride on a bicycle the three, he said. But I do not want to, because I know it was just lip service.
I'm out of class time. But since my book behind, I went back to class to take. Until the class before, I did not go because I saw them kissing. My heart is burning now. I felt something else from me today.
The image was kept mengantuiku. Am I jealous because my loneliness now? Or am I jealous that saw him kiss? I do not like this. He is my friend. But it seems I've loved him.
"From now on all mine is yours." Rena Gita's face with a smile.
"Then your boyfriend also be my girlfriend?" Said Gita.
Rena megangguk. "If you want it." He smiled.
Gita grinning broadly. "You're lucky to have found a good guy like him. I'm not going to steal it from you. "
Small scene now back dancing dibenak Rena. "Could he really loves Didi?" He muttered to himself.
Thursday, 15 Okt 09. Today, my head was dizzy. Could this be the influence of mind? I felt sick. I'm not in school. I went to the hospital with my mother.
The doctor said I was pregnant. The baby was two weeks old. My mother was very surprised, he was shocked, and akhitnya fainted. I hugged my mother, and apologized to him. I tried to explain it to you. But she actually yelled at me, and go away. I know, she must have been devastated. Moreover, I was an only child my mother, and father was dead. Mother must be very disappointed. But is there no apology door for me?
Friday, 16 Oct. 09. Mother did not want to talk to me. Mother continued to shut himself dikamarnya. I'm very worried.
I miss him. I want to tell Rena. Because I'm also not in school today, I went to his house.
Didi again with him. I want to beteriak, and said if he was mine. I really love him. Rena is my love ...
Tonight I decided to end it all ...
As if the clock stops ticking. Rena heart seemed to stop.
"Gita love me?" She said softly. Then the dark on him.
